Goals in 2015

Another year is about to come, it's only less than 3 hours left. It is not worth enough to just counting time then celebrating the new year. I've just stopped for a second trying to look back, screening my memory during this year. When I recalled some moments, I smiled. There were some moments that make me feel proud. I met so many great people, I practiced teaching, I finished my paper well then I graduated and got my bachelor's degree, I travelled to some great places in Indonesia, I worked as a teacher, I got my first driving license, and many more. Those beautiful life happened in the first half year. But then my smile dissapeared when I recalled the last half year. It was kinda sad ending for me. I stayed in the hospital two times and I was in motorcycle accident two times too. I got some troubles which can't be solved until now. Those bad experiences stopped me to do many things while I was in a very high-spirited to reach my goals. I realize that there are still a lot of missions I couldn't complete in 2014. But after all should be grateful because Allah loves me that much, I've been given so many tribulations as lessons to become better in the future. Allah has blessed me by placing so many kind people who always there for me.

Now it's time for me to "upgrade" myself. I know that my phisical condition these days doesn't support me to do many activities so I need to "recharge" myself for a moment. Hope I can get very well soon. Aamiin.

Anyway, what does it mean by "upgrade" myself? Alright, I'm gonna tell you. The word "upgrade" here relates to my goals in 2015. I have so many goals to achieve in the future years to improve my value. 

"If you have a goal, write it down. If you do not write it down, you do not have a goal - you have a wish", Steve Maraboli, Unapologetically You: Reflections on Life and the Human Experience.

Of course, the things that I'm going to write bellow are not only my wishes, but trully my goals. I have to pray and work harder to make them come true. I hope that yours will be come true too, readers. :)

Here are my goals in 2015:
1. I become so much better in worshiping; more sunnah prayers, shadaqa, recite Qur'an more, dressed syar'i, be good to others, and so on
2. I go abroad at least once, for a vacation, umroh and/or scholarship/internship/fellowship, etc.
3. I win or at least become the finalist of business/education/ambassador competition
4. My business develops, grows then multiplies the income. Then it becomes the source to help many people
5. I have my own fixed income more than 5 million rupiah per month
6. I'm financially independent and free from any debt
7. I buy or at least pay down payment for my first own house
8. I meet and make a good relation with great people
9. I get married with the best partner for me

Aamiin Ya Rabb.

So I hope that you have your own too and we can share our success stories later. If we believe, Allah is always with us, don't stop hoping, keep praying and working. :)

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Hello 2012!!

OMG, I can't believe that I (ok, "we" I mean) have passed a year. 2011 has gone.. so fast.. hiks :(  (lebay yak? hahahaha)
Tapi emang sih, makin kesini waktu berlalu semakin cepat, banyak yang udah dilaluin tanpa terasa. Nah, ada sedikit cerita between 2011-2012 ini. Yap, I've celebrated the new year's eve with my criminals. Wait, criminals? Ya, that's right criminals. Calm down, criminals disini bukan orang-orang jahat seperti yang kalian pikirkan, mereka adalah sekumpulan makhluk-makhluk penghuni kelas English Education B2 angkatan 2010 di UPI. Kita nyebutnya the criminals soalnya emang kelakuannya rada menyimpang dari mahasiswa2 lainnya di kelas kita. Here, they are..

Kiri-kanan: Iva, Fitri, me, Wenni, Denna, Juli, Nadia

Seharusnya masih ada 2 orang lagi, Adisa sama Wyrna. Tapi mereka gabisa ikutan karena ada acara lain.

Jam 18.00 semua udah ngumpul di rumah Nadia (akrabnya dipanggil Tenad), tinggal gue yang telat paling terakhir datengnya dan sempet dikibulin. Jadi gini ngibulinnya, pas gue nyampe, yang ada cuma Tenadnya doang, katanya anak-anak pada pergi beli kembang api. Yaudah gue percaya, udah gitu duduk aja nyantei. Ga lama, kedenger suara anak-anak cekikikan dari arah kamar mandinya Tenad (rada horor tapi sebenernya bukan cerita horor yaa). Oke, akhirnya sadar juga gue dikibulin, yaudah diem aja. Biarkan mereka mendekam di kamar mandi. Akhirnya mereka keluar juga sambil ketawa-ketawa menggelegar ditambah kesel karena gue nya ga nyariin. Ahaha. Iseng siih..

Setelah itu, kita ngobrol-ngobrol, foto-foto (niat banget sampe pada pake eyeliner dulu haha), ngegosip, cerita-cerita (yang ternyata di akhir tahun 2011 Iva punya cerita yang tidak menyenangkan, sama kaya gue yang lagi punya masalah cukup berat). Disitu kita puas-puasin sampe ga kerasa jam sudah menunjukkan pukul 22.00

Terus kita masak-masakan (meskipun cuma manggang sama ngegoreng aja, tapi judulnya tetep masak-masakan), semuanya udah disiapin sama keluarganya Tenad. Uuuuh baik bangeet, very big special "enormous" THANKS buat Tenad dan keluarganya yang udah nyediain tempat dan makanannya :* :* :*

Here are the chefs!!

Jadi meskipun judulnya udah masak-masakan, tetep aja yang masak cuma bertiga ini. Yang lainnya jadi komentator sama penonton terus mereka foto-foto deh.. Hahaha. Setelah makanan jadi, tetep foto-foto lagi. Setiap moment yang ada kita abadikan..

This is it!! Dinner's menu for our New Year's Eve celebration

Setelah makanannya jadi, kita makan-makan deh sampe pada kekenyangan semua, terus ngantuk. Padahal belum jam 00.00. Sekitar 15 menit kemudian, kita menuju lantai paling atas rumah Tenad, pas lagi diatas udah banyak bermunculan kembang api. Ternyata kita disitu pas banget ketika 3 menit menuju pergantian tahun baru. Ketika tahun baru pun tiba, kita teriak-teriak kesenengan nontonin kembang api. Karena dari sana view nya keliatan semua kembang api dari seluruh penjuru Bandung. Cool!! Apalagi tetangganya ada yang nyalain kembang api besar-besar, jadi bisa liat dari deket. Saking senengnya sampe pada lupa kameranya di kamar Tenad ga kebawa. Jadi mengabadikan moment pake hp masing-masing. Hihi. Ada lagi kejadian konyol saat itu, kita malah ngomentarin si tetangga Tenad yang mainan kembang api itu, ternyata isinya bocah-bocah (kita bilangnya bocah tajir soalnya kembang apinya wow!!). Dasar otak emak-emak ngomonginnya "wah, itu pasti mahal deh kembang apinya." tapi udah ngomen kaya gitu, pas udah kembang apinya berenti, kita malah bilang "ayo doong, nyalain lagi. aah, ga asik nih malah udahan" -__- *menyebalkan ya*. Hahahaha

Dibalik kesenangan itu, kita semua ngerasain kesedihan juga loh.. Karena tahun ini kita semua beranjak dewasa, menuju kepala 2. Tanggung jawab kita semakin besar, bentar lagi kita memasuki kehidupan orang dewasa. Ga kerasa yaa.. :(

Setelah cape, kita kembali ke kamar Tenad, kita ga langsung tidur. Padahal gue udah sekarat 5watt itu tapi karena seru bareng-bareng jadi ga kerasa ngantuknya. Kita malah cerita-cerita lagi. Tenad bilangnya itu acara "Jujur-jururan". Ahaha. Cerita-cerita entah sampe jam berapa karena gue sepertinya duluan tertidur. Hihi. Besok paginya kita bangun rada siang, sarapan dan kemudian pulang ke rumah masing-masing..

Waaaaah, so excited. I'm gonna miss that moment so much. Love you all :*

Kapan-kapan kaya gini lagi yuuuuuk ;)

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